You said, “No more walls.”
What did you see after you threw yourself against the ropes? Launched yourself from them? Did you find anything? Did they crawl over your wrists, the ropes? Tie you in knots, your knees bent climbing them? Did you meet that other body you raged against?
Were you subdued before you hung from them?
Did you find it, what you were looking for all the time you were using the perimeter of the ring, the stage, the self, the world?
Did you look up?